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They said that this is feeling...

Hello, this is maybe the first post in 2013 because I thought I would stop writing blogs and writing about myself here anymore since I found my trust on people again. but, times surely flew so fast, I hate to say this to myself, but somehow, I started really tired with anything now. no, I won't stop helping people who need me or anything. I will stop...pretending. pretending everything is okay. pretending that I don't need any help from people again. I might really stop myself from relying in others, but look, this rotten me, is also a human *chuckles* I will need people. did I say myself rotten? ah...I am too tired. 

anyway, I even mentioned about I want to feel something like love again, and guess that I did! isn't it awesome? *laugh* but problems actually arose, and I hate to say this--I am getting tired of this problem. first problem, I fall for someone that maybe actually doesn't belong to me, and I have no right to call him "mine" since uh... if people s…